Saturday, July 6, 2013

July 6th

Woke up at 1:00 a.m. with the same explosive diarrhea . So it is the velcade. Well ain't that grand. I've got at least another 2 shots to go.  This is an awful way to lose weight! ha ha.

I have spent most of my day in bed and on the toilet.  I've decided to eat lightly to avoid the electrolyte imbalance i think I had last time.

I've had                   3 cups juice
                                2 crackers
                                1/2 slice Am. cheese
                                3-4 mini pretzels

I just had Mark go up to Krogers to get some things. Some bananas, bread, bullion, and I don't know what else if anything.  I would like to make some cream of cauliflower soup tomorrow. I think that would be good for me and not hurt my stomach. 

I am soooooo sick of this all!  Before the velcade troubles, I honestly didn't feel "sick".  I actually forgot that I was sick most of the time.  Now I feel sick ALL the time.  Last night I actually understood why people wanted to die; not to kill themselves, but just die.  I felt that too.   

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